Too much time has passed.

Busy busy busy.

Got a new (second) job, been spending the last week in a long send-off for my friend that is moving to Colombia... and having a huge mental store of all the insane shit that has gone down in the interim. Oh what fun!

First, we have Miss Florida. Yes, the Miss Florida, the competition to send scary, dysfunctional, mentally handicapped and embittered women on to become our U.S. representatives in some little thingy called Miss World. I had to work this, see. And deal with the women. ... and take apart their stage with a very angry French set designer. I cannot even begin to describe the *fun* I had... because little existed. While I do utterly and inexplicably love my job, I do not often love the client.
While the women in the event were ... questionable, my main concern was with the audience. The parents, boyfriends, husbands and families of these critters were amazing. It was like watching the spectators of a dogfight, but perhaps in more Gucci. People screaming, holding signs, yelling "Go, (enter trendy female name,) go! You can do it!" They would throw down anything in their hands if their particular vagina didn't win, storming off to grasp a cell phone so tightly it bled battery acid and scream at whatever hapless victim made the mistake of answering their phone.

Moving on, because reliving this makes me have the PTSD twitch.

So. I also had a fabulous day on the bus this week... a day where, on all six buses I rode, a new crazy was there to make me smile. Or flail in horror. Whatever, it's all relative. So, a simple breakdown:

Bus #1, Route 42
"Heeey man. I'm ... on drugs, man. What ... awww... I'm so many drugs, man. I'm drugged, man. Man, dude... I'm sooo fucking wasted."
He spent most of the ride babbling this while randomly throwing punches at his own backpack.

Bus #2, Route 2
*mumbles*
Random woman: "What?"
*mumbles*
Random woman: "I don't understand you."
*mumbles*
Random woman: "WHAT?"
Mr. Mumbles: "I SAID YOU HAVE A NICE SMELL YOU WHORE."

Bus #3, Route 7
WWJD Lady: "Jesus! Jesus! Jesus is the ONNNNLLLLY answer, people. Why y'all goin' to this damn house of Satan? Why! Why must you ruin yerself for Jesus! God loves you, alla you!"
Grinning college kid: "Lady, this is a SCHOOL. Satan is what, like, the smart one?"
Grinning college kid #2: "Haha. She said "God loves Allah."
WWJD Lady: "YOU ALL GONNA BURN IN HELL!"

I then was at work, and magically... nothing happened. Of course, I had to eventually leave work, sooooo...

Bus #4, Route 7
Hippie: "Hi."
Me: "Hi?"
Hippie: "Can I bum a smoke?"
Me: "Can you roll one?"
Hippie: "Dude, look, ok, I'm sorry, I like, I am on probation for that shit, ok? Dude, like, ok, let's just ... nevermind, ok?"
Me: "This ... is a tobacco pouch. With tobacco in."
Hippie: "Oh... no, thanks. That shit's bad for you."

So ... I'm not sure exactly what it was he was after, then.

Bus #5, Route 1
Junkie: "Hey... what day is it?"
Skater kid: "Um, Thursday?"
Junkie, to old man: "What day is it?"
Old man: "What the kid said. Thursday."
Junkie: "..."
Old man: "The hell is wrong with you?"
Junkie, to me: "What da--"
Me: "Thursday. Thursday. The day after Wednesday, and the day before Friday. Thursday."
Junkie, to skater kid: "Man, you got any weed?"
Skater: "No?"
Older lady: "You need to lay off the crack."
Junkie: "Fuck you! It's meth! I loved meth!"

And finally... my personal favorite had to come last, of course.

Bus #6, Route 10
Drunk hobo #1: "See that girl over there? I'ma tell her I love her."
Drunk hobo #2: "I... don't .... I dunnnooo."
DH1: "Hey! Hey! I love ya!"
Me: "... ok."
DH1: *to random guy* "Have a beer with me!"
Guy: "How about no!"
DH1: "Ok! Hey, lady! I like ya! I love ya! I want summore of ya!"
Me: "..."
DH2: "I don't think it's working."
DH1: "Hey, lady, have a beer with me. I just wanna tell ya I love ya."
Me: "I don't drink beer. I don't love you."
DH1: "Look, I know I'm hotter than any guy you'll get."

Keep in mind he looked like a half-dead hybrid of Jimmy Buffet and Gary Busey. Not kosher.

Anyway! This is long enough. I'll slap something else up tonight. I am typing this half asleep and have more to post later.

It has come to my attention...

... that it's rarely ever anything but a homeless man that REALLY gives me a lot of trouble. I've had your average asshole hit on me at a bar (as most of us have) and random passersby deciding I need to have a chat with them about dating or drugs, perhaps some God or maybe even a smattering of why the government is beaming death rays into our skulls in order to keep the black man down. Anything remotely nutty, I've heard it.

But it's the homeless men ... the true lovers of that which is me ... that seem to absolutely, without a doubt have a need to provide me with a reason for this blog. Granted, I'm sure other rants will slip in here from time to time (hospitals, pets, people ... they all have a place here) but it's events like the following that really get me:

So today, I decided to go meet with Travis for a cup of coffee. Seems innocent enough, yes?
... WRONG.
This requires me to trek through the badlands of Homeless Man territory. The hub of activity for those that seek cigarettes and beer money. So! The meeting was uneventful. Ran into an old friend, chatted for a while ... nothing bad. Upon my departure, we said our goodbyes and went off to our respective buses at the terminal. Which, as you'll notice, most of my problematic stories will stem from that singular location.

On the bus I go, wary already, having been "flagged down" by a very discontent looking individual with an obvious crack addict twitch. I decided to leap onto the bus as a means of escape. It worked. For a moment. Until *he* arrived.

He smelt of urine and something ... foul. Even more foul than that which exists under the bed of a serial animal hoarder. More foul than a week old diaper. Something laced with Satan's ass on a hot day in the middle of the sun.
He sat down behind me. Of course. Because this story would not be in existence if he kept a distance, oh no.

This is the BEST I can assume as to what he spoke of:
"Hey ... hey. Fifty. Fifty. You. Fifty. You see ... *mumblemumble* there... and it made ... but if you're not sure, honey. Well. Packages are for them. *mumblemumble* is made of it. You're missing the point, honey. I mean it. Look at your hair ... why *mumblemumble* it's so pretty in here. Isn't it dark? Oh, lord..."

This continued for a while until he said this nifty tidbit:
"I'll kill you."
The words every girl wants to hear whilst traveling alone on a dark bus.
So... drastic times call for cunning measures.
Not wanting to make a scene and possibly enrage my soon-to-be assailant, who was obviously mentally deficient enough in the first place, I made a move. I chose the darkest, nearest stop possible and pulled the cord. I gathered up my things and got ready to stand. As the bus pulled over, he rushed out the door and stood waiting. The doors closed. I sat back down.

To try and describe the look on his face is a bit beyond my capabilities. I'm not familiar enough with utter and complete insanity to make an attempt. Needless to say, it was ... interesting.
Aside from a random car of asshats honking at me to "come ride the best cock in town," which was soon offered to another woman down the road, I made it to Undergrounds without and rape/murder/beatings.

I don't know why they choose me. I'm not the most attractive girl around, or the most flamboyant and dressy. I don't even wear make-up, for fuck's sake. There is just a thing, a something, that has caused this to happen from a very young age. Even at the age of seven, a homeless man attempted to stroke my hair on a city bus as my aunt stared in angered confusion.

Either way, it happens. It's life. Tomorrow is a new day to do it all over again!

Ah, yesterday.

... was a very odd day. This entire MONTH has been full of bizarre, horrible and distressing occurrences. Between my lovely hospitalization and apparent near-death, Rob's death, and so many other little bits and pieces of utter hell.

So yesterday, I decided to take my guitar out to get some new strings and a little bit of tuning, perhaps some picks and a book. I realized I was running out of time, so I could either do that or see the kids -- obviously, I went to see the kids. ... sadly, this meant that I happened to get on the same crowded bus as an apparent masturbatory fiend. He of course chose me to be his unwilling victim, which was ... just wonderful. I got to sit on a bus for twenty minutes while WankMaster 2000 stared at my crotch. It was ... special. So special.

So! I figured screw it, I'll head downtown and get some good old chocolate and espresso. Always cheers me up a bit. All was mostly uneventful (aside from a guy insisting to me that I had to sell him some weed, which I did not have, nor do I *ever* have for that matter) and a homeless woman that tried to use my guitar as a seat. ("Hey! Don't sit on that!" ... "Oh, sorry, I thought it was a chair.") When the time to go rolled around so I could go to a DIFFERENT coffee shop, as is the life of a non-drunk Fort Lauderdaleite, I had this wonderful exchange:

"Hey, lady! Hey!"
"Uh, hi."
"Hey! You got a guitar in that case?"
"Yes?"
"Hey! Hey! You know why I like you?!"
"No. But you're going to tell me."
"Yup! I like you because you must be a serious BITCH to walk around town like that!"
"Hm. Alright. Bye, now."
"No no no no no! Where you going? Don't just walk off when---"
At this point, I put my headphones back on, because Front 242 does wonders to block out the rants of a man that smells of vodka, and continued to my bus. Apparently this was not good enough for him.
"HEY! Come back here! HEY!"
"I have a bus to catch, sir."
"No you DON'T! WHAT BUS, HUH?" (Because, of course, I'm going to tell him where I'm going.)
"A bus. Goodbye."
This has gone on for half a block, now, as he follows me down the road. Then this happy bit came. I was running late, I've had a BCD from hell (bad Crohn's day, ahem) and I'm still recovering from the month's general attitude of fuck you.
"You know what, bitch?! FUCK YOU. You'll never GET ANYWHERE IN LIFE WITH AN ATTITUDE LIKE THAT!"
"Oh really?"
"YEAH!"
"So. Excuse me for being, oh, presumptuous, but you, a homeless man that reeks of vodka and just asked me for a cigarette, you that is sitting on a bench with your worldly belongings, you that is wearing mismatched shoes for lack of money ... YOU are telling ME how to be a successful person?"
"NOW YOU JUST WAIT... THAT'S ... THAT'S ... NOW SEE THAT'S ... HEY!"
"Uh huh. Have a nice day, sir."
"Your fucking attitude SUCKS, BITCHWHORE!"

... And so, I continued my way to the bus. I almost wanted to feel bad, as someone that likes to be a Genuinely Nice Person™, but he was a true dick in the finest sense of the word. Maybe he was having a bad day too, but really -- no need to do that sort of thing.
So. The bus terminal. This is not known for being a place of leisure and joy. You don't have to be there long to extrapolate that fact. I got to dodge a pimp fight, some moody teenagers, a happy woman in a wheelchair that insisted she was Jesus' lover (hey, at least she was nice, she earned a smile) and some other sundry individuals.

The bus ride there was decent enough ... until I got OFF said bus. It was ... hm. Let me just give this:
"Hiiiiiii, there, uh."
"Hi?"
"Gotsa smoke?"
"Sure."
"Gotsa light?"
"Sure."
"Gotsa pussy?"
"Um..."
"It was worth a shot."

So now I'm here getting coffee. And chainsmoking. And chainsmoking...